Gurr, I did an update last night, and suddenly realised that the V6 transition has royally ruined my Blue Wing journal layout, Im annoyed as i quite liked it! So atleast for now until it gets sorted, this is my new journal layout...

Annywayy..
I was going to update about a week ago, and ive completley forgotten what i was even going to say..
hmmm..

I would like to say a MAHOOSIVE thankyou to everyone, i've reached 20,000 PV's!! Thankyou so much everyone, for the support too! Would also like to say a huge thankyou to everyone for the commission orders, im getting them done slowly!

I also promise to update DA with new work soon too.. have now got about 30 pieces to go up!

I would also like to thank South Wind for doing an amazing commission of my sweetie Scottie!




In my animal's news...

Turk is doing fantastic. He had the dreaded 'snip' a few days ago, but is still his happy little self..

Im training him ready for the Gun Dog Field Grade One exam, He's been doing 70feet sit and stays in the park.. He's also now learning whistle commands [with a correct training whistle] and is learning directions [has mastered 'Back' we're now just working on Left and Right, which he's picking up really quickly!] He loves working like this! I cant believe his progress for a pup under 10 months too! He's only just over 6 months old!

The boys are all alright, Im horribly missing them, i hate not being able to see them every day.. theyre all happy munching away in the field.. i just want this OP out the way, so i can get my life back in order.. or atleast get my life back. No more news on that front, but hopefully will get a chance to resubmit it soon... i hope!!!

My little cockatiel, April, and budgie, Bluie, have had some respiratory problem, vets think from all this up and down weather and climate.. it's awful! So theyre now both on medication for a while.. Aprils only just started talking and singing again, i really hate it when he goes all quiet, because i know that hes not well! A friend of mines big parrot hasnt been well either. If people and birds are getting affected by this weather.. global warming?


In other boring news..

Well my riding hat got stolen, as well as a full tub of Spuds MSM and Gluco. So im muchly pissed off about that.

The yard was broken into day before yesterday, I told them constantly they need to majorly update the security or else theyre gonna get broken into. For gods sake, i used to work at a yard with twice as many horses, and valueable ones as well as 'duds' so for goodness sake, when you have no experience of how to secure a yard, atleast consider what someones telling you who has got experience!

Im sure anyone horsey in the UK will have heard about all the thefts in the country before and after Appleby, its terrible. And im sick of the thefts too.

Regarding my wrist last time, got a new magnetic bracelet and it seems to have sorted it. Docs had no idea but think its related to an old elbow injury.. well when i tell them it was a wrist and elbow, but no.. they have to look the intelligent ones by pointing out the obvious *eyeroll*

My manipulative Yard Owner wants me to do a commission for one of the liveries. The lady in question is lovely but.. well i wont go into that. To be exact "nothing too hard, just her 5 horses heads"

Hmmm.. yeah, nothing too hard at all, will only take me what.. 3 minutes? Oooh, and they want it by beginning of August too.. I bet if i say "no, go to hell" i'll get threatened to be thrown off, just like they did when one of their 'friends' wanted to look at my trailer, and i refused as i was not going to let some stranger hitch my very expensive trailer up.. so they then threaten me with "get your keys here by 9am tomorrow morning or you'l be thrown off the yard" Pretty freaking dumb right?

Any tips on feeling more.. wanting to draw? im loosing my passion and motivation for pretty much everything right now..

When i remember what else i was supposed to say ill edit this.


It was Rocky's 2nd anniversary the other week, it was.. hard, really hard. It made me feel a little better being able to sit up early morning and think about him.. Im still planning to go to where i last took him for a long ride out, it's about 2 hours from where i used to live, but it's a lovely place.

What if you
Could hear this song
What if I
Felt like I belong..

So, for tonight
I'll stay here with you
Yes, for tonight
I'll lay here with you..

But when the sun
Hits your eyes
Through your window
There'll be nothing you can do..

I miss you more than I thought I could
Can't get my mind off of you



How are you all anyway?