I actually had some hopefully really great new's about my own situation, but it's been completley dashed by something else.



A friend of mine ran away from the kind of family home, he's early 20's two day's ago

Phone is off, and hasnt spoken to anyone we know of since he went. Apparently he was using the computer, and just got up and walked out

Ive had his sister on the phone to me in absoloute tear's, because the police are totally fucking not interested. We get the "well hes not been missing for 24 hours" and when he had, they just said that although it's strange to up and leave, he wasnt involved in a bad group or owed anyone anything, so as he's over 18, he's legally able to leave as hes an adult

We've desperatley tried to get hold of his girlfriend, but she doesnt seem bothered that he's missing at all

I know he's had a seriously shit winter, and things do get easier, but i just wish other people who say they care, show it. Hes such a forgiving person, and i know he loves this girl deeply, he'd been talking to me about taking her on holiday this summer to treat her, just a week ago

He posted me a letter just a few day's ago that's so confusing. id give it to his girlfriend to see what she made of it, and tell her everything he said to me that night, if she was actually bothered?

I've got no idea if he want's to be away by himself, or if it's something really serious, i just honestly dont know.. im scared of the answer

Ive felt so utterly nervous and cold since this started, im a natural worrier anyway but this is just sending me into a constant shakey feeling

I wish someone actually understood, people just dont try to understand how others are feeling anymore. I dont really know what he does, but i try my damn hardest

It upsets me that the night he cleared off, he told me he really wanted thing's to get better in his life and sort out something that had recently happened at home that was really bothering him, fix old way's of thinking and that he loved his girlfriend with all his heart, and it now seems like it was totally one sided

He said he'd fucked up everything again, that was all he said about it.. but would whatever that was have caused this?

I know he wont even be reading this where ever the fuck he is, but i just want him to stop being selfish and just come home so someone can help him

Im just so utterly fucking scared