Well, sorry for not updating sooner. Although not many people read this anyway, so.

I've slowly slipped back into my spiral after losing April, i spent atleast 3 weeks hardly doing anything apart from cry. My poor little budgie looks so alone without April there now. Im going to get myself a Conure soon, theyre a small type of parrot. So i will need name suggestions for him too

Im trying to drag myself out of it now, although im still finding it hard to.

Im also unhappy because its my birthday in 2 days, i know i should be happy. But i wanted to be riding again by now, and its been over a year since i could have had my op. Just feels really shit. *sigh* Plus it has technically been ruined by something im just too upset about right now to post on here. But hell, what else is fucking new.

The better news...

I have some 'good' news regarding my art. Im doing some art prizes for a friend's horse event raising funds for an equine charity she works with. Im also doing a commission of the winning horse in the horse of the year competition too,
The lady who runs the event is also commissioning me of her daughters horse, so thats pretty good. I will be able to exhibit my artwork there too.

I will post lots more info including dates and the website of the charity when it is all more organised [very early days yet] if anyones interested.



Its nice being back outside where i belong again. I keep picking up lots of things that i used to have around me every day, and then didnt have near me at all when i moved away from the country. Now im back out in it, im loving it so much. The taawny and barn owls at night, all the wildlife, mountains of space for the horses, its great.

I have about 2000 new photos if you want to see my lovely place too


Take care everyone. xx